Monday, October 10, 2005
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stupidrottenlousystinkingnastypieceofmoldyscum.kala ko ba.kala ko ba.kala ko ba.tanesca.i'm too tired to think of anything.i'm just too tired with everything.i'm too tired of myself.i'm too tired...wawawawawawawa.whee.errrhhh...sa sobrang...arghhh...wala akong mahanap na salita.na medium.na pagkakataon.di kayang ma-process ng utak ko.kumbaga 3.0 Ghz speed, 16 MB Ram.2 Gigs memory,5x cd rom na gustong mag-install ng 6 disc san andreas.di kayang i-visualize.kumbaga,giant,b&w monitor.8 mb on-board generic video card...trying to process millions of polygons a second.di ko kayang isigaw.kumbaga,software na nagrequire ng 6-channel audio dolby surround sound.pero pinipilit ng on-board 8 bit sound card at generic colossus speakers na na-demagnetize.keyboard pa nga lang malabo na.di ko mapublish.parang full-color,full page bitmap image, trying to be printed on a dot matriz printer.teka.ano nga ba tinutukoy ko.sobrang naghahalo na talaga.di ko na alam.wala akong alam.wala silang alam.Diyos lang nakakaalam.
Lord.You are the only one who can help me.Not them.Please.I'm so mixed up.I'm so washed up.I don't know what I'm doing.I don't know what's happening.Alam mo totoo sinasabi ko.Walang exaggeration.Di ko na talaga kaya.Ito na lang muna gagawin ko....
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phew.ayoko ng ganitong feeling.Lord, please.Help me with my problem.A problem that I don't exactly know.mali ako.
Magnifico
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